But, I’m going to get to it, guys. I have some hope left because I’ve found a doctor that specializes in, I would say, people like me at this point. And is dealing with the forefront of probably the aftermath, I would say, of Covid, post-Covid, the era we’re living in now and then post vaccine as well I would say.
And I just want to tell you guys out there that you’re not crazy, because I was told so many times that I had anxiety; that it’s something related to anxiety; it’s something related to stress. Sure. 100% I agree. Those can exacerbate anything any problem that you have. 100% can make it worse. But I’ve lived my whole life with, I would say, no anxiety, no stress before. I’ve gone through worse stress in my life and I’ve never had symptoms like this persist longer for four years with no key marker proving what it was or if it was actually stress obviously it’s hard to prove, right? I mean in terms of that but I’ve had tests that have shown very slight, I believe, crucial things, like I said, which was one my endoscopy that showed gastritis which is a form of inflammation; my two MRIs that I’ve done of my brain and cervical spine have come back with not much to say really, from multiple doctors that have looked at it saying it looks like a perfectly normal MRI except for, I believe a couple of very, very small lesions that were deemed like, you know, sure we have to monitor them right over time, and remember I think I got my MRI, I think in 2022 – my first MRI. Then I got another one in 2023. I forgot when exactly. I have to look it up but I know I got them spaced out about a year apart roughly. And there was not much change within the year, so, usually, that’s what they look for. They look for a change right within that point of time.
But, like I said, I was dealing with almost food intolerances in my digestive system. I would eat certain foods and it seemed like it would make my system way, way worse where I had massive burping in the beginning and gas bloating. The sensation felt like I could literally feel the gas travelling through my intestines, if it made any sense and what this is leading to eventually.”